Saturday, August 09, 2008

Hati Bukan Kristal

Di hati kulakarkan sebuah impian
Yang aku namakan harapan
Apabila kutentukan arah serta tujuan
Rela kuhadapi cabaran

Banyak sungguh impian aku dalam hidup ni. Dengan masa yang diberi, aku tanamkan sebuah impian. So bile aku dah tanamkan impian. Aku tak kire la, kene rempit ke. Berpanas ke, berhujan ke. aku nak jugak.

Jalan ke puncak itu beronak dan berliku
Menyukarkan pendakianku
Namun tetap kugagahi hati yang rapuh ini
Demi hasrat yang suci

Aku rasa sangat berliku, sangat sukar untuk aku mendaki. Tapi aku yakin dengan semangat dan keyakinan yang aku ada. Aku yakin yang aku akan sampai ke puncak yang ingin aku daki. Tetibe sensitif plak gua. Yer la, lagu ni sangat touching sial. Hati aku yang sangat rempit ni tersentuh. Haha. Lawak sungguh.

Aku sangkakan harapan selembut impian
Yang menguliti tidur insan
Kiranya kehidupan tidak sedemikian
Goyah hatiku oleh kenyataan

Aku harapkan impian dan harapan aku ni bukan sekadar mimpi. Aku akan pastikan menjadi realiti. Tapi disebabkan dugaan tu la aku menjadi seorang yang sangat kuat. Kadang-kadang goyah juga hati aku ni diuji.

Tak harus kuturuti kelemahan diri
Tak daya bertahan diuji
Lalu aku mengumpulkan semula kekuatan
Berlandaskan keimanan...

Aku kene kuat semangat. Semua cabaran dan dugaan yang datang tak membuatkan aku lemah. Setiap yang berlaku, aku harap tidak akan menjadi kudis dalam hidup aku. Aku akan pastikan iman aku sentiasa di tahap yang terbaik. Ya Allah, teguhkanlah kekuatan aku...



P/s: Maafkan saya kalau ade yang menangis, disebabkan lagu ini. Tetapi lagu ini sangat bermakna untuk saya.

Friday, August 08, 2008

Speeding je (Episode:Sangat Desperate 888)

“Wajahmu di mana-mana sering ku temui”

Keh keh keh, bagus beno introduction gua tu. Yer la, gua rindu bangat sama kamoOo. Ape taknye. Sejak akhir-akhir ni sangat jarang dapat online dek kerana kesibukan yang terlampau.

Hari ni pagi-pagi dah speeding pegi Puchong. Buat ape ke sana? Bukan dating ok. Cume ade interview keje at 10.00am kat Puchong. Post ape? Haha, “Rakaman Suara”. Tapi yang ni bukan la jadi recording artis dan juga bukan ambil alih suara Nobita dalam cite Doraemon tu. Just rakam suara andd for that. Tapi not pretty sure how much dia bayar. This Monday (11/08/2008) tau la result dia.

Takde la dia tanye banyak time interview tu. Dia just tanye currently what I’m doing. Easy sangat soalan tu dong. Cube tanye gueh soalan yang mencabar sikit. Like “Macam mana nak calculate flux density?”, tak pun, “would you mind to design for me a bridge inverter circuit?” Konpem gua akan jawab “Alamak, dah lupa la encik?”

Then mula la role play, dia bagi 5 dialog which aku kene pilih dua. Aku plak menggatal pilih 3. Then start la role play. Pegang mic and cakap. Wakakaka. Lawak sungguh aku rasa. Then the interviewer tu cakap.

“Can you do something different? Your voice so original. Everything is the same. Your horror voice not like so horror. Can you do like kid voice or something different”

Aku pun pelik dan…. Kepala otak aku terus berpikir… apakah???

“Ok, would you mind if I make a practice for 5 minutes and then I’ll come back to show you what can I do for you?”

Aku pun cabut dari bilik interview tu. Pegi toilet sebab rasa nak terkucil. Then lepak kat pantry. Try la character pelik2. Like kid voice yang garau sebab umur pun dah 26. Haha, then itu je la aku try.

Pastu dah puas hati tuh, aku buka la peti ais dia, pergh ade kek secret recipe. Nyum nyum. Tapi takde la aku pi makan kek tu. Melampau la kan kalau aku makan. Haha, lain la kalau aku dah ajdi staff diorang.

Then aku masuk balik and show them what I can do. One of the interviewer just said “wow” (impressed la tu kot). I berbakat ok. Then take me. Then the other interviewer cakap “Can u do a sexy voice.” Wallaweh, takkan nak keluarkan gedixness aku ni. Malu la sikit.

So aku ape lagi. Jadi gewdixs sekejap. Malu okay. Tapi nak buat macam mana. I have to do it. For the sake of my future life. So I really have to do. This is one of my best chance to earn extra pocket money.

Then dia kata akan kontek aku either aku dapat ataupun tak dapat. Ok la, just wait and see jer la kan. Nak buat macam mana. Kalau dapat alhamdulillah, kalau tak dapat, tak apelah.

Then balik la kampus. Sebab ajie ajak lunch dengan dia. Then lepak bilik dia. Tertido kejap. Then solat jumaat. After that gua pegi kelas la. Pergh, petang tu plak, gua pegi jogging kat K10. Haha, sambil tu cuci mata dekat awek-awek yang jogging gak. Yer la. Aku kan budak baru. So time macam ni la nak kumpul kawan. Hahaha. Aku jogging 45 round kot. Pergh, memang mantap la gua.

Balik rumah lambat sikit la kan. Dah penat-penat tu. Aku pegi la beli hadiah convo Emy, Mai dengan Neng. Haha. Beli sampul semua sekali la. Hurm, Tak larat.

Balik mandi. Penat-penat. Semua penat. Sakit-sakit badan semua la. Tapi aku puas hati la kan. Walaupun penat. Tapi memang berbaloi. So Happy speeding…

Thursday, August 07, 2008

Mari kenal aku

1. Where were you at 5:00 AM this morning?
== I’m Still sleeping la kan. Dah tentu pukul 5pg

2.What was the first thing you thought this morning?
== Solat subuh and class

3. Is the person you like older or younger than you?
== Older bape bulan ye…

4. What did you do last night?
== Meeting, anta Gmon balik Cyber and makan kat McD Equine

5. What do you hope to do this weekend?
== Casting model Hari Raya, But there’s a lot of pimples all over my face.

6. What song are you listening to?
== Tak dengar lagu pun hari ni

7. How's your heart lately?
== Beating

8. What were you doing at 7 a.m.
== Mandi sebab kelas pukul 8.00pg

9. What were you doing this afternoon at 12 p.m.
== Buat assignment yang tak siap-siap tu

10. Are there any previous relationships you wish could have lasted longer?
== Yes

11. What was the reason you last cried?
== Kunci kete aku takleh cabut because of one stupid reason…

12. Have you ever driven without a license?
== I was driving my sister car at the age 16… Masa tu nak amek lessen pun tak bleh lagi

14. Have you ever cried while in the shower?
== Yes

15. Have you ever, in anyway, been betrayed by someone you trusted?
== Banyak kali gak

16. When was the last time you were given roses?
== My convocation

17. Is there anything that you are craving for right now?
== I’m craving for ape ape aje

18. Do people ever make stupid mistakes when spelling or saying your name?
== Always… ntah ape ape ntah

21. Where do you want to get married?
== Syurga? Bleh ke?

22. What day of the week did/will your birthday fall on this year?
== Ntah, tak ingat birthday. Taut au dapat wih birthday yang sangat banyak

23. What’s the closest pink thing to you?
== Paper bag

24. Any plans for tonight?
== Banyak plan sebenarnye… Plan perancangan keluarga paling penting

25. Do you know anybody named Carlo?
== Carlo takde… Siapa nama carlo angkat tangan?... takde pun

26. Are you mad at anyone right now?
== Yes yes

27. Why?
== Play play dengan my signature

28 Whats your favorite sayings?
== Bengong

29. Why did you stop liking the last person you liked?
== I’m not happy, I’m sorry

30. Are you usually the heart breaker or the heart broken?
== Either

31. What was the last thing you put in your mouth?
== Air masak
32. Name a quote from the song you are listening to:
"Aku bukan orang suci, mohon kau tinggalkan aku tak usah kau harap lagi, kerna cinta untukmu palsu
"
33. How did you and your number 1 become friends?
== Tak paham soalan… next

34. How late did you stay up last night and why?
== I sleep at 12.30am

35. What's the connection between you and the last person you texted?
== Stranger

37. Have you ever kissed someone whose name started with an S?
== Sape S? Tak pernah ar…

38. How's your life lately?
== Pathetic

39. What do you think about the current gas prices?
== Macam sial, because of oil price is hiking up. I go rempit again so don’t blame my rempit purpose if I die. Hahaha

40. Have you ever been so drunk that you blacked out?
== Tiada kaitan dengan aku. I never drunk

41. Do you think that you’re a good person?
== No and never

42. Have you ever loved someone so much that it hurts?
== its hurt to love someone and to be love in return. But what is more painful is to love someone and never find the courage to let that person know how you feel

43. Are you happier single or in a relationship?
== I’m happier to be what I am now..

44. Do you believe in love at first sight?
== Never

45. Do you hate the last boy you were talking to?
== Last boy? Ade ke patut… last aku cakap dengan sape ek… ntah tak hengat ler

46. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
== Tak hengat le… malas nak cek hp

47. Who was the last person to send you a frenster message?
== Ntah

48. To send a friend request?
== Ntah, aku dah lama tak cari member baru

49. What was on your mind mostly today?
== Assignment tak siap lagi ler….