1st day work on new year

As usual. I go to work at 9.00am today. Damn bored. Doing something u know, but u don't like. It's like eating something you wish not to. Huh, being a programmer is a nightmare for me. Hope it will be over as soon as possible.

Became worse when my company refuse to pay last month salary. Damn. I hate this kind of people. If they need you, they force to do it. When the time they want to pay the salary, they delay everything.

I always pray one day I get another good job. I always bear in mind. People cannot be trusted. Theres a liar everywhere. Argh! I hate liar. If i could kill liar, I'll kill more than 10 people I guess.

What a bad start. Hope it will be over as soon as possible. I receive another sms from my friend, I want to share with you. "Life is like roads we travel. Some are smooth, Some are rough and some I'd rather forget. But there is one road I won't regret. The road we met and we become friend."

El-Zaffril

The 2nd Day of New Year

This is the second day of new year. Damn great New Year. I feel much happier than before. I feel more matured. But I don't have much time.

One of my really good friend, Faizal send me one sms. The sms wrote "Allah answers your prayer in 3 ways, He say Yes and give you what you want, He say No and give you something better and He say wait and give you the best on He's own time."

Last year, I want a lot of thing from Him. Some of it I need to wait. Some I already get It. Some of it I just need to say "Thank you for listening my prayer." He got a lot of prayer to listen. I'm glad He listened mine.

I don't have any plan today. Tomorrow need to start work. New year. Huh. I have a lot of thing to do this year. Change my career, Buy my first own car. I think thats enough for this year.

Married? What? I'm not ready yet for that one. Give me another two years readers. A lot of thing to be done. A lot of thing need to settle. Plus, I'm still single.

El-Zaffril

New Year... New Life begin...

I was born in 1982. In a small village at Rengit, Batu Pahat. I cry at the time when i was born. You know why. I cry because I need to face everything that happen now. Thats where all my life started.

Time gone so fast. I feel like I still in primary school. Still play fool around. Still keep playing and enjoy everything. But its really meaningful. I never ever been hurt. Just hurt because of my mum. Her slap is good in teaching me at that time.

6 years gone just like that. I continue with my secondary school. Thats the time I start to know love, people that I can trust, people that can call a true friend. 5 years of suffer. Everything is damn great until one day someone blew up everything. I learn a lot and for that time I really hate my life at that moment. I really mean it.

The years of my secondary just pass. I entered university. Damn great university. People keep talking about it. Damn. Do my University that great. Maybe. 5 years of engineering courses. I found my first love which I will never forget. Even its just 1 semester, but it took two years to recover. I fail a lot of subject just because of a girl. Its true that no women no cry. The first crush that I will never forget. I start to know who can be my real friend. My last 3 years is the most precious moment on my campus life. I wish i could turn back time and be there and taste the happiness once again.

Now Everything just pass. Twenty five years of Excellent, Success, Happiness, Sadness, etc.

My 1st day of 2007 start with happiness. I wish I could be happy and taste the short life. I meet new friend. But I'm not sure they can be true friend or not. Let time decide. Actually I don't trust anybody. Thats me.

I go to Mid Valley. For the 1st time in my life I bought planner. HSE Executive on the way. I should prepare everything. Huhu.

For all visistor, I wish all of you Happy New Year, My this New Year Bring Joy and Happiness to all of you. May Allah bless me and all of you. Amin.

El-Zaffril